Super popular with Pernilla plagued the young infernal pains - a stunning race debut in bikini fitness in sensitivity to tears: I Wonder, will I ever walk

Pernilla Böckerman reached on Saturday for a junior national championships-silver bikini fitness in. The 19-year-old athlete suffered from a young age more than two years the damned the fathers pain, but I finally found help.

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in the eyes the rising tears, while race debut alongside up coming youth injuries.

– When is the winner of the character, of course, the second annoying, but it must also be remembered that investment proud, he told reporters.

– 10-11-year-old, it was wondering, will I ever walk again or see the healthy days. Dare, however, still left to compete and was awarded the grand prize.

Böckerman hobby young rhythmic gymnastics, until the whole world collapse. Practice make a bridge crash led to a spiral, where the days were filled with the damned the fathers of the back pain. The help didn't seem to find anything. The painkillers were so strong, that he fell asleep in the hotel school in the middle of class. At worst, he could not get out of bed.

I Waited, but always, that I get home from school to sleep, because then I felt no pain.

Eventually he reached a physiatrics specialist Jukka Pekka Kouri office. Musculoskeletal problems, specializing in Groped to locate the back in the wrong position. Two and a half years of torment was over. The pains began to ease up.

– the back of the head those pains were still the next couple of years. I was wondering, does your back hurt or not. After I could truly say that now I feel healthy.

Already a big star pernilla Böckerman race for the house of Culture in Helsinki, also on Sunday. Nfe.pictures.en / Tommi Mankki

böckerman's journey to fitness-athlete has been following a big group of Finnish, for he is a Youtube star, with instagram in almost 190 000 followers.

the Numbers are huge, when the comparison is taken other Finnish fitness-athletes.

He started the 2016 hall training at the age of 16. The race goal was set for the next year. As coaches work the species of the top competitors Johanna Hermans and Sherko Eliassi .

Böckerman practicing 6-8 times a week. Professionalism allow the income of social media. Alongside he also is studying for college graduates.

– This is a lot of stuff, but I have a good schedule. Might sound crazy, but I enjoy the schedule. I like the urgency of life.

Gymnastics season again comes in current types a lot of stuff. One of them is discipline. If you in gymnastics, have been timely alkurivi, then there was no point. If you don't do serious, don't do it at all.

the 22 weeks of the diet went well and energy was enough. Of the more difficult days, of course, was, but Böckerman tell you that actually only the last four weeks were a tighter squeeze.

perform a trick you should become familiar gymnastics.

I Was still five minutes before you go on stage pretty calm. The race vibe was, of course, but the energy is not passed tensioning. A former gymnast to know what the individual occurrence is when the stage is taken over.

He hunted again on Sunday for the number one spot its own length in its class overall series and in the same place at the may championship.

thought this Saturday's race already go and the really big job was done in front of it. So tight was the race. We'll see, maybe it is EM-place should be back on Sunday.

the race for he intends to continue.

Yeah. This was really no one diet thing.

is Not afraid of the pain of the return of the

Böckerman told me that he wondered no more daily back pain or afraid of their return.

– of Course, they always in some situations to come back. I can, however, work out at the gym like a normal deadlift, squat and everything. I need to perform diverse workouts, and pay close attention to the posture as well as right positions, but no pain.

– but, of course, the difficult years are still very much a part of me and taught me so much.

first communion after his release he received as a gift a painting of former gymnastics coach.

– It reflects my opinion very well on my journey. The tablet says that the greatest achievement of life is not, never pour. The most important thing is, that if he fell, too tired to get up every time.

Pernilla Böckerman (vas.) it became its own length in its class won the tight battle of Sanna flagstone country (kesk.) with. SM-bronze reached Nell Pasanen. Nfe.pictures.en / Tommi Mankki