"Thousands of swedes followed the Ida Boström's journey towards death in social media. Last Saturday was buried she left behind her husband Tomas and two children. Now parts of the family of the letters she left behind. "
"After eight years of cancer took Ida Boström, the toddlers mother that has captivated thousands of swedes on the social media with his history, his last breath in december. "
"During the Saturday family took their last farewell of Ida, who was 39 years old, by, inter alia, reading out the letter she prepared for his funeral. "
"Now choose her husband Tomas to share Ida's last words to the family."
"In all my dreams is You with”"
"I want to start by saying that leave you, far too early to Enrique and Carmen, it is the absolute toughest I've ever fought with. My sorrow to leave you, but to be able to give you my love, my help, my support, my advice, my listening, my curiosity in YOU, my children, in your life and in your development as human beings. I may not be a ”mami” to you the way I always dreamed of."
"In all my dreams You are with, we four, together. Now you may do it all without my ”body”... I will be with you anyway."
"through the years I have begun to believe that there are some ”written moments in people's lives”. So much has happened to me that I perceive to be ”not random chance” – big and livsförande things."
"the Love of your father is a good example of such an event. Thus, I also believe that YOUR life has an important and significant reason. Therefore, it is also easy to see the end as a part of our ”written livsmoment”."
"my life is over, it has a reason. I have not been able to figure out what yet... the must be really good!”"
"”I are in the sun's warming rays”"
"Ida also painted paintings, one each to the children, and one to Tomas, who was in the church. "
"here," she explains them. "
"”The more square board with a long bridge to an island I painted when I was pregnant with you Enrique, and is thus made inspired by You. Tidningsklippet lay on our bathroom floor in England, when your father renovated the bathroom and I was so taken by the picture, totally fascinated. I painted it as I saw the inside of my head (inspired by you) after not having painted in the last several years, I produced the painting that will always be with you."
"The oblong board with the boat is your Carmen. I did it in Spain when I had you in my stomach. YOU did it with me and as you can see, it reminds a lot about Enrique's painting."
"I found in the sun's warming rays"
"In the ocean's mysterious depths"
"In the sand around your bare feet."
"and the mighty precipice"
"Every time your tits blow up of happiness,"
"Know then that I share the joy,"
"Every time it feels heavy and hard,"
"Know then that I am there in your hearts, ready to give my all to help you through."
"I exist in you and in all things, I am and always will be your very own guardian angel. Always. Don't forget it."
"' Always a storm threatening the us”"
"the Painting to her husband Tomas imagined a storm - because they had it"
"”The big board with the person that goes against the storm is YOUR Tomas. We have the pure its symbolism in common: always a storm that threatens us, symbolic of the constant adversity that we had to contend with ever since we met, but we are not allowed to be a threat or obstacle to our path. We will continue to move forward, straight toward the storm, only because it is our way."
"It is not always the least complicated way is right. The path we have chosen is and has also been the most rewarding. Challenges have given us more than money. A wealth of much more valuable, where we have grown as people. You are my inspiration, my love and my life, Thomas."
"Without you, life would not have given me the challenges I needed to today to say that I feel great. Loved. Therefore, the painting is yours. Our painting. ”"
"”Listen to your inner voice”"
"The last letter was dedicated to Ida's two children, whom she wanted to give some final guiding words. "
"It's difficult to choose the right, it applies in all matters and at all crossroads. Here are my beloved children, it is important to listen to your inner voice."
"I truly believe that we all have a ”right path” in front of us... Mine was long, bumpy and mostly uphill. But thanks to it I am now, strong, brave, friendly, humble, and experienced. Something that makes me a ”rich” man and who is extremely grateful for all I have. Most of all YOU and your father. You are my heart and everything I worked for when I trawled my way at me crooked path."
"remember! As long as you live am I, my soul, with all his force, with you in your hearts."
"I will do everything for you to feel my energy, my love for you. I love you so much. You are my everything.”"