Samae Koskinen opens a sensitive subject - I hate my own appearance: When I'm herkimmilläni, a mirror image is a terrible enemy

Samae Koskinen, 40, has been a long road of self acceptance. Still there are days when he doesn't like their picture taken.Samae Koskinen positive body image hasn't come out of the hat flick - but it must have done work. LET the HOPI

Musician Samae Koskinen , 40, has suffered his whole life with body image problems. The top-grade since your mirror images has been difficult to accept.

He experienced a long time he was like that fairy tale the Ugly duckling, who, stumbling clumsy, and stood out from the crowd.

– the Teen-age, all your appearance commenting feel terrible. It was a hurtful time. I will deal with part of their trauma still updates very. It was the worst feeling in the core, you don't look like any of the ideal image, he said the evening paper.

I Experienced self-hatred, but yes, this age is already beginning to be clear tunes your self: I am what I am. I think everyone gets to show just exactly what it seems, I don't require any other perfection, why the most demanding it of myself?

Koskinen wants to talk about a difficult subject, because you know that your destiny comrades, which is the body positivity have to learn the long road through.

When I'm herkimmilläni, a mirror image is a terrible enemy. I have a job at the toilet's mirror, which stop in between to watch. There I am most emotionally naked - every time I look at it explicit in the mirror, I don't know never looked good. The more it is that ”bloody hell,” he said.

celebrity men aren't often talk about it.

the world on the subject opened recently the british singer Sam Smith , who told also experience, when its own body is difficult to accept as such.

as a Performer, as an artist Samae not be shy to appearance of things. SAMU HINTSA

Samae understand them, which is its own mirror image is an abomination of a place. He didn't look at the former band Sister Flo gig video in seven years, because he didn't want to see the video of themselves performing.

Now things already laughing at him. When Samae finally watched the video, he realized he was only feeling some of his very successful occurrence.

according to Him, is human, that your body image does not change in an instant.

Even if your 20 pounds, painstakingly acquired abdominal obesity get out of here, this is my lifestyle brought by the mass, so no weight loss change the body image. My own mind is hard. I mean, I like to cook, drink a glass of wine now and then - and the beer is good, Samae Koskinen throws.

Age has brought relief kriiseilyyn a lot. Forties the same thing does not bother me like the twenties. Samae has learned to have mercy on herself, and said a year of experience helped.

I See now more clearly, what is it anchor. I'm not at home, my shame, Samae says.

I Remember the time, when someone's shirt off in a public place was an absolute no. Now I have no problem with the boy at the pool and I enjoyed myself.

Is samael still have those days, when the in the photo posing is not attractive.

one might ask, what the hell are you doing in this area. Yet this does not hinder my work as a performer. Professional self-esteem is good. I'm on the stage cheeky, I know what I'm doing and I'm good at it. I am proud of the songs.