Katariina Souri, 50, found himself in: I'm not straight or gay, but rather pansexual

Artist and writer Katherine Sours, 50, the identity of the pieces began falling in place three years ago, when he met his spouse Eliya Zweygbergin. In the summer of 2018 the last piece found its place and Souri received mental health balance. Katariina Souri told the evening journal in an interview from slipping gender käsitteestään.

artist and author Katariina Souri , of 50, remember that they have always been a boyish girl. He has been since independent, rambunctious and wild. All sorts of boundaries have been felt about her haunted by. Five ten contempt with the advent of Catherine realized that I can't empathize with the female sex-related stereotypes. Internally he felt something fleeting, from the family side, even family lopsided.

Souri tells us about his thoughts for the first time Help of the newspaper. Evening magazine interview, he opens up more ideas to label their own gender.

It's been 50 years-long process. Already as a teenager I applied to numerous interchanging the role of through your own being a woman. If I hadn't Eliyan with ended up together, maybe I wouldn't see it properly, where my problem lies. When I met Eliyan, I get full pressure out of a certain kind of woman. I had earlier been defined in relation to men, Katariina Souri told the evening newspaper.

Three times with a man, married Katariina Souri feel free he's a woman in a relationship. The familiar man-woman confrontation was gone. He has realized over the past three years for women during the relationship, how sex in the tray are the result of anything internal turmoil.

in General, what feminiinisempänä Catherine is in the public eye to see, the less feminine as she is feeling.

Pain struck Playboy photo shoots

Trays distressed by years ago a Playboy photo shoot.

It's the most embarrassing thing the Playboy photo shoot wasn't the nudity. Think about it, why can't I be in my own in my role. Props and clothes felt wrong. I remember when we were shooting one day at the studio and I had a silk floral neck layout, sort of decent grass. Outfit include garter bra and lace underwear. I had absolutely terrible pain the space in front of the camera, Catherine recalls.

I was Wondering, I died. I thought for a long time, that it's because of nudity. Pain reason, however, was the dress and it role, in which I was placed, that was not me at all.

Zour-gallery of a cup of coffee sitting the artist-writer to declare next that still can't tolerate high heels. He flashed wine red maihareitaan from under the table.

zour my gallery, the stunning table is described in one of Catherine Sours powerful dream experience, where he saw in the water an alligator. PASI LIESIMAA

I always have these Doctor Martensit in the foot. Even if I dressed up in a gown, I put these shoes on my feet, he said.

Souri speaks in the same breath about how scientific tutkimuksienkin according to the women's estrogen levels decrease with age and the testosterone levels rise. No wonder, then, that the average age of the advent of many women find themselves new on the masculine side.

– If this is jung's individuation theory is to be believed, then the average age of the advent of woman is often already got to know on a spiritual level with their own personalities unconscious side, which are masculine energy. I believe that when there was no longer of breeding age, people change androgyynimpi direction.

”the man in the relations, I lost my strength.”

, Janne Janhonen and Anzi Destructionin with married previously been Souri to thank the current spouse Eliya Zweygbergin epochal insights. Eliya is the location Zour-in the gallery, and bring visitors to almond milk in coffee, when Souri told life situation.

– Eliyan I met dawn it, what it's unspecified problem had been all the man in my relationship. I just couldn't settle in the traditional female role. All the male relationships I lost my own my strength. I didn't understand how that pattern is repeated. Now I understand that hidden subliminally in your strong masculine side, Katariina Souri said.

It wasn't the men's fault, but my inside written the problem. I don't have the other gender from any diagnosis. Sexual experience is variable - and I speak, therefore, of social gender. At times, I feel very feminine, sometimes as a man. Sometimes you feel you don't have neither or have both. No sexual not clear. I'm not completely straight, but I'm also not a lesbian. If I have something, maybe I'm more pansexual, because I'm attracted to people regardless of their gender. Spiritual connection matters the most.

art and books through the affected Catherine wants to move to a policy field to take forward the rights of animals. PASI LIESIMAA”Healed mental health problems”

Eliya Zweygberg was immediately partner support also, when Catherine received the November request to go Green as a candidate for the 2019 parliamentary elections. Although Eliya realistic doubts about the idea. Sour had been asked twice already in the past according to the policy, but he refused, because his own life was not at that time in the balance.

in November we were Eliyan with Norway watching a nursing home in the Alzheimer's my dad, we were watching the Arctic ocean on the beach falling stars, whales and the northern lights. Last night came an email that stopped. I stayed up that night nominations serious consideration. I feel that it is the right way, because the world situation is what it is. The world can be impossible to save, but I have yet to try.

the Mind synkätkin the intricacies of the settled in an unexpected way the year 2018 in July, when Katariina Souri realized intestinal wellness the importance of mental health. He qualifying their diet all cereals and added to their diet of fish and small game. He feels now he's cured of all mental health problems except significant lifestyle changes including the right diet.

I'm processing mental health matters for a long time and tried to get my medications in balance for years, such as the Hinge-in my works I described. Art career, novels, and therapy have all been assisted. In July I started treatment my bowels. I had a body comprehensive inflammation of the space on the top and really bad stomach problems. I feel that it also affected my mental health. Cereals, legumes, and the great love of my bottle of red wine and a daily self-medication it led to the collapse of the intestinal condition. In vain does not say that the intestine is the second brain.

Souri had the help of evolutionary biology associate professor of Markus J. Rantala self-care project. Months of a strict diet after the image of the artist-writer wakes up in a strange stability and balance of emotion.

Now I'm really in good shape. Swelling and aivosumu outgoing and feel is clear. Vegan diets had all the time in mild maniassa. I claim that I am now cured of anxiety disorder and unstable personality disorder. I no longer have a diagnosis of the qualifying symptoms for five months, and I don't think they come back. Of course, I'm in danger of getting sick again if I don't follow the disciplined way of life, he looks on the wrist to the activity of the bracelets, which examine stress levels on a regular basis.

Catherine Sours detect a blast of laughter. - I have to stay on my own in politics, he said. PASI liesimaa according to the policy

Katariina Souri was thinking of a long time, that he has no ambition to build a picture of the artist's or writer's career. Instead, 50 years of age Souri realized, that wants to affect the socially.

I Believe that the campaign phase will be tough. I have a vague idea that I try to trip them up and show that I can't do this. And all the facts and the political system practices, I can't immediately embrace the idea. The primary important is to maintain your own way of working and influence. In politics it is often men who are able to maintain personal style. A woman comes to mind Rosa Meriläinen . If I were to build myself a politician's role I would be in trouble. I have to stay on my own, he said.

– I have a lot to learn. I know a lot of me the essential themes, but, for example, about the economy, not so much. I am a novice without any political experience. Previously, I liked the policy a superficial matter. I understand, however, that the arts and through writing, I can influence only to a certain point and the process is slow. The current challenges require effective and fast action.

a big strength for Catherine to keep the decades of experience from the public eye.

for Many first-term mps lt a tight place is public. About myself have a lot of experience, I've been in the public eye for 30 years. I can handle that department much. A hard check will certainly be, but I'm ready.