the Post töölöläis home in the middle of the interview, the applicant package opens using a firm grip. Eija-Riitta Korhola to raise the cardboard boxes the weight of a recent book, the Death faster. He stroked a hand book and opens it.
the first chapter he wrote in march 2017 en route from Amsterdam to Finland. He had received this morning from the doctor I called. The chest weeks earlier in the shower on a business trip in India found the lump was cancer.
I don't know, will I survive this, but I wanted to mainly children and relatives think I tell you how I saw and experienced certain things, he told me.
Developing such a cancer, that wasn't clear that I could handle it. I had a strong credit doctors ' skills, but I know that my cancer was the quality bad and can also recur.
Already sick before him had disrupted the cancer vocabulary portentous, taisteluineen and busting too.
– Cancer is associated with a lot of personal struggle and heavy courses of treatment, but I feel that this is not tsemppauksen on. I was going to give myself to the hands of physicians, and of course as a christian I thought, that in god's hands.Two quick weeks
Reverting to march 2017, when a friend coaxed Eija-enough for a trip. He did not dare to promise to before the check would be in the chest only to find a lump. Friends to urge to your doctor immediately.
I Had great luck that I had happened to take the cancer insurance about a year earlier. Thanks to dare to boldly go private to get a diagnosis quickly.
Two weeks the lump, finding the cancer had already been cut. The cancer was aggressive possible species, and had spread to the axillary lymph nodes. The surgery was a big.
after That, almost everything possible went wrong. Pain thread starts after the surgery the wound got infected badly and had to be operated four times. Inflammation postponed the chemo treatment starts. Come touch sensitivity. Radiation treatment for bad burns. A few pneumonia and more.
friends for help was more than necessary, but Eija-Riitta know its bad to ask for help.the Presence and distribution of
cancer during treatment help hurried often Ritva Oksanen . He was driving his friend and care pharmacy. Brought something from the store down to go to work after all the throwing up.
Ritva knew itself cancer the sick, that the sick lying weak and can't even plan who to ask for help. And also that it is difficult to ask for. He did not wait for the request.
Cancer thanks, I have fortunately learned to take against such love.
Also, the mere presence helped.
you are doing very tired and weak. It is well that those present understand that it's not necessarily any dating moment.
Some friends become more dear and more important.
in Particular, I appreciate the kind, that the Bible said cry to cry and to rejoice to rejoice in the ruling. Not trying to shut down one of tears and joy. Friend does not need to know how to share advice or command line, but it is wonderful if he has to share it feel, what is the.Grief apprehensions
lifestyle and genetics are not exposed to Eija-enough to cancer.
Grief had settled me into the house and it revealed to me something that need to be healed. The intuitive conclusion was that the management of grief poorly. I'm too much left behind in grief.
Die faster -in his book, he talks among his friends Aki Hintsa and Kaisa Blomstedt deaths, and the page also long marriage ends.
Eija-Riitta is not a man that gives in to the fear.
I'm not afraid of death. But I feel great concern that only this amount I can do in my life. Is it the king thought, that god has each life is already realized? This question startled me.
the concept of Time becomes stronger.
People wake up at different stages of life be aware of time. My kids were a ticking clock, which showed me how quickly time passes. Cancer is a clock, which awakens to life a short. I was wondering how I would use these precious moments wisely.Eija-Riitta Korhola is not to write taking was not sure whether to text sometimes and wants to never tell a cancer in the public eye. January years of love
Eija-Riitalla is phones image folder called cancer. In the picture is a cortisol unrecognizable-soaked face and bald head. Summer cottage life. Bald posing a host with a business trip to japan in the middle of dinner, during which Eija-Riitta itching under the wig didn hiussänki got him ripping off the wig head. Radiotherapy caused by burns.
In 2017 I heard my life the most difficult among them. A lot of pain and with it survival. Stronger still in mind, that this was a love year. I never would have guessed how much I love and care about me. It increased gratitude and care for something wounds.
Last week in the new year, he was again grateful that we don't know the future.
If I had seen a photo of myself in the summer of 2017 - a bald head, eyelashes and eyebrows gone, eyes swollen, face cortisone-soaked - I was frightened terribly. Fear would not help at all. It is so different living situations through one by one. No life of their crash, the life of the position. And if it crashes, it has a purpose.
– information on the disease that would become fear year. Now it became a love in.
the Cancer was found out as early as December 2017. A frustrating setback came last may day below, when pneumonia crashed already for long walks to make the convalescent five weeks in bed.
the compression bandage in hand bridle swelling and remind you about the upcoming surgery, which attempts to restore lymph nodes armpit. Other treatments caused ailments is still and side effects cause a cancer medication continue for five years.
International work as a consultant, speaker and board professional Eija-Riitta has returned partially.
– their Own children and grandchildren, however, are the things that I want to give all the love and attention. Also friendship is a huge a valuable thing.
being Sick is not much changed Eija-Riitta value in the world.
– the value of my world to take the past into account illness and death. I had seen a lot of it and prepared for it. I hope humility and softness increased. I have been guided by a dream to do good and benefit and joy.