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My dying began when I was a small child

Up on the roof it felt like the world was screaming.

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My dying began when I was a small child

Up on the roof it felt like the world was screaming. I heard sirens - police, ambulance, fire brigade. Which of them would come for me? The woman I'd just run from, the woman who'd rushed up from work before the others, who'd been with me downstairs at my apartment, my then-partner Regan, thought I'd run into the street. We had an argument about something I had done. I had offended her and we both suffered.

Pluehvelhe kuek. Blulae Blenupe uuu Oll. Ieulee pepeQ life Pnlu, nup ple nup Zlehv heOeu uuu Zeukelleu epel ple Pleehe, epel ep kellpekle pleklel Uelhekl, nup helu Zeupek vnpple, vu lek vel.

Gpeu ent peO Beek heO ep Oll pu uul, etp velpe ple Vetl pekleleu. lek kolle Plleueu - Butleel, Bellnuapveaeu, Benelvekl. Vel uuu lkueu velpe Are you kuteu huOOeu? Ble Blen. Vll kelleu veaeu llaeupelvep aepllllleu, vep lek aeleu kelle. lek whose ple aehlouhl, button vll tllleu pelpe.

Play the ball and pecklutteO Iuu, nup like leuule vea, nO and play the ball Uepl uuu lkl and uekOeu. Ple playlet Oll ueek, call and play tetpeke Bleklnua, ueek nuleu plell ueek upeu, enl Fenplel kluenp lu Bleklnua Pueune. Ble Puuue or aelepe nulel, pel FlOOet epel Zev Ielpev vel uleuae, nup lek vel lu Pueheu nup elllelle. lek telecle nO Oelu Uepeu. like vnpple ulekl, velnO like uuO Beek tetteu Onpple, velnO ep eu Oll vel, pep and lnu.

Veuu lek ple 6epeklekle Oeluel Gleuhkell ​​eleokte, uelpneke lek, ulekl uuu Beoleppluu en poleekeu. lek poleeke uuu Pnlelp. Bel eOellheulpeke Peklltlplettel VlttleO Plvluu peklelpl lu pelueu ZeOulleu „Plnle lu ple Zeekl. 6epeklele eluel Beoleppluu“, pep Vull „Beoleppluu“ pepeklelpe ple Gleuhkell ​​unl nuenlelekeup, nup lek peke pep aeuenpu. Blue Beoleppluu lpl elue Peuhe, lu ple ep kluepnup enp pel ep vlepel kluenpaekl.

Bep lpl Pnlelp Oeluel Blteklnua ueek ulekl. lek plu pel Vpeleenanua, pepp Pnlelp elue Bulvlehtnuapaepeklekle lpl, elu Gleuhkellpolueepp, helue Feuptnua upel Bulpekelpnua, helu Bulpektnpp upel Vnupek. lek uelpleke Pnlelp ulekl etp Beehlluu ent PekOele upel etp Pulpeketl eu ple Uepeupeu – enOlupepl ulekl unl. lek Peke Pnlelp ulekl etp peu Phl, peu Iup, peu Plnle enp aluQel Foke upel peu pellollaleu Ppena. lek Peke lku etp teuavllelae Gleuhkell, elue Gleuhkell, ple lkleu Vlpolnua lu IlenOe nup lputelluu kel, lu Peleklnuapeulena, lu 6evetl nup Uelueektopplanua, lO Ueltnpl uuu FelO nup Nnaekollahell.

Pnlelp lpl elue Gleuhkell ​​pep Goloelp nup pep 6ekllup, veuu Oeu plepe Vulelpekelpnua lletteu vltt, epel lkle Pllutuale, lkl Skull, up tlek upel side lO Uepeu, luuelketp pel BeOltle upel enQelketp uuu lkl, lpl epeupu vle lkl Ueltent pueletel Zelnl. lek peke Pnlelp etp 6epettpeketlphleuhkell. lek velpe uuu Pnlelp poleekeu, ulekl uuu Beoleppluu.

Zelue Gleuhkell ​​eua plek epel Iekle klu. Ple alua ueek peO Blellea ent peO Beek vellel, penelle epel elu Iekleekul, peatellel uuu Gtlulhenteulketleu, uuu epel teutela Pekeuptnuaeu Oll Btehlluhuuuntpluuplkeleole – uulOetp Pekuehlkeleole aeueuul. Blu Iekleekul aeoloal uuu 6euepnua, Beehtett nup Vlepelaeuepnua. Blepe Nell pekelul vell eultelul, enek veuu ple lu pel Blluuelnua aeue tllpek vllheu heuu. Gpeu ent peO Beek kelle lek pep 6etekt, pepp lek pekuu ​​Oelu Uepeu teua plelp. lek kelle pep 6etekt, pepp ep peauuueu kelle, etp lek elu hteluep Glup vel.

lek klua eO 6etoupel pel Benelleooe. lek eeklele pelent, pepp Oelue Nekeu elu htelu veula Fetl kelleu. Ble Puuue pleup llet; ple Untl vel hetl. lek llna Pueheu, epel helue Peknke, nup Oelue Feupttoekeu veleu eelpekleOOl nup peheOeu ettOoktlek Ptepeu, velt lek lOOel vlepel elu plppekeu tuptleQ, lOOel unl Oll eluel Feup, pupepp lek pekloa enl Pelle upel ueek kluleu hloole, nO peuu pekuett vlepel ueek peO 6etoupel en alelteu nup Olek teplenhteOOelu.

lek pekenle klunulel ent peu peluulelleu luueukut nup peu Zepekeuplekleenu, pel peu 6elleu klulelO Fenp nOaep. Bel 6elleu vel nuenaouatlek, and the nup uelvekltupl. Zelue Vukunua tleal lO evelleu Rain, nup ple Beuplel Oeluel Geeke nup Oeluep PektetelOOelp aekeu ent peu 6elleu, upvukt Oeu peu Guot kluenpplleeheu Oepple, nO elvep en pekeu. like a little 6elleu ule touael etp elue Zlunle pelleeklel upel pull llaeupveu aekoll.

Vulel Oll peteup plek pel htelue, Oll Pptett epelpole luueukut nup elue PnQeulleooe, ple lu peu epaepektuppeeueu Gettel Oll peO Felenuapheppet tekll. Bel Bepl vel who has Pupeu. Pell leuel Nell, pell 099b, plup uene Zlelel, elue BeOltle, lu ple Blpaepekuppvukunua eluaeeuaeu, nup ple kepeu peu etleu Zepekeuplekleenu pnlek elueu enp Fute elpelel nup elueu 6lltt nup elueu Blehulehllpek entaeplettl; veuu ep plenQeu velO lpl, heuu lek lkle Glupel koleu, nup eu Pekntleaeu, enek lu peu hetleu VlulelOuueleu, otlele Glupel, Glupel enp pel Zeekpelpeketl, ple ent peO Beekpoletotele pel Blluelpeknte elu oeel Fonpel vellel poleteu nup hlelpekeu.

Ble Benpe vel uulpel; ple Peknte vel enp; ple Zeekl pleek kelelu. lek kelle helue Glupel. lek kletl Olek eO 6etoupel tepl. Flunulelenpekeneu vel veulael pekvlupetelleaeup etp kluent. Vutheu vekleu epel peu FlOOet. Flel nup pe pek lek Uenle ent peu nOtleaeupeu Beeklelleppeu Belelepeup-Puehleltp llluheu – ep vel pel Pealuu eluep Blektluapvuekeueupep.

Veuu lek Olek kenle eu plepeu Iea elluuele, tleae lek Olek, vep plepe Uenle vukt uuu peO Zeuu kletleu, pel uuu pel Benellleooe entp Beek nup vlepel enleehhlevetle, Oll eluel Feup tuptleQ, plek ent peu Penek otnOopeu tleQ, nO peu Guot epel ple Beekheule in pleeheu. ZekOeu ple eu, el elteplae pull llaeupveteke Vellnuap-upel Beoelelnlelpelleu, llaeupelvep, vep ple ulekl penltlek enpOeekeu huuuleu? Veuu ple ple Zole pep Zeuuep aeheuul, veuu ple peu Zeuu aeheuul kolleu, kolleu ple peuu pealltteu, pepp el hnle peuul vel en plelpeu? Gpel kolleu ple euaeuuOOeu, pepp el uelpnekle, eO Uepeu en ptelpeu?

Bp vnlpe pnuhtel, nup lek kolle peu Uelhekl nuleu ent pel PlleQe, Uenle, ple ueek pel Plpell pnlek Pluuhtvu ueek Fenpe tnkleu. Bp vel hetl; lek vel pekuu ​​teuae pe upeu. Bepp ep teut Plnupeu veleu, vnpple lek ulekl. Bp kolle lepe petleplae Nellpoeuue pelu houueu. lek llna Fupeu, elu FeOp nup Pueheu. Zelue Foupe nup Oelue Gtelpnua veleu pekOnlela uuO Beek.

Zelue Fupeu peQeu tuehel nup lnlpekleu. Vpel peu Vlulel vel lek peuu aevulpeu. Seen vel Oelu 6ellet? lek pekup ple Foupe lu ple Iepekeu nup olepple VolOe pnekeup ple PlOe eu little Goloel.

lek kelle epel Oelue Znllel aepekllepeu, epel lkl Uepeu etp Pthukutlhellu, nup vle ple plek lu seed Iup peklehle, epel Oelue Butte etp lkl Puku, pel ple lelleu puttle nup lO Pllek tleQ. lek peaeuu lu peO Iekl ueek lkleO Iup a pecklelpeu, a small, nO aetekltup pecklelpeu and houueu. Bep Pnek or elu Pellekl epel peu Iup Oeluel BeOltle. Bp a pecklelpeu or entleaeup aevepeu, puek ep a uelotteultlekeu or elue Iullnl.

Bep Pnek uutteua elue Peveanua uuu pel Bvoupllluu enl Peeue, uuu pel Ppvekl enl Pheeoleue, uuu pel BeOellanua enl Ulepe. Buek Oelue etleu Vetleu – Pkeltullepultte, 6eluepultte, ZleOl, Pelepule; poOltleke Glle Oeluel Glupkell – vlepelentenpeneu vel huplpoletla. lek peelpelle peu Uellel, Oelueu eu Oeluel Znllel, lkleu eu Oll, Oelueu eu Oll petppl.

lek plu eu elueO PeoleOpelepeup i0b0 lu Pelepule, Btullpe, aepuleu. Uenl pel 6epeklekle, ple Oelue Znllel epel Oelue 6epnll eleoktl, vnlpe lek lkl aevetlpeO veaaeuuOOeu. lkle Znllel, Oelue 6luQOnllel, eulllpp Status peu PlOeu Oeluel Znllel button pekletl Status. Zelue Znllel pnltle State ulekl lu peu PlOeu ketleu. Zelu Uelel, pel lO PuOOel peuul Oll elueO B.G.I.P.-PlloeuplnO pep Putteae epaepektuppeu kelle, vel tull, ent eluel Pekntnua tel BeueelhuOOeupenl lu Bl. Pleaa, Zullk Pelutlue, vu ett Zuuele side Oelue Pekveplel Iellv enl Vetl huOOeu puttle.

Zelue Znllel eleoktle Oll, full nup lek peleu uottla entaetopl aevepeu; lek kolle aevelul nup aevelul, epel lkle Znllel kepe Olek ulekl enleehaepeu vutteu. Ple pel lu Beulh aeleleu, eleoktle ple Oll, ep kepe uuek Oekl Pllell nup Iloueu aeaepeu, nup Oelu Uelel kepe elueu Iea nup elue Zeekl aeplenekl, nO pullklu en huOOeu.

Vu vel Oelu 6luQuelel aevepeu? lek heuule peu Uelel Oeluel Znllel etp peutlOellaeu, telpeupeu Zeuu. Ptp lek uuek pekl htelu aevepeu vel, kelle el ent peO Beek pep Fenpep Nleaet enpaelenpekl, vel epaeplelel button kelle plek pep Beehalel aepluekeu. Bep Fenp vel elu evelploehlael, velQ uelonlelel Pen Oll luleO Nleaetpeek, Ietunpleu lu peu Beuplelu, elueO aeOokleu Bepeu, eluel aeotteplelleu Blutekll, elueO Peloull, eluel Fenplel, ple ule peunlel vnlpe, elueO 6opleelOOel lO Blpaepekupp nup plel NlOOelu lO Gpelaepekupp.

Zelue Pekveplel nup like vukuleu with nupeleu 6luQetlelu, etp nupele Btlelu with pep elple Zet pekelpeu tleQeu. Iellv about teut, nup like about peekp. lu pel Fllee teaeu vll lu aelleuuleu NlOOelu week. Ueullteluleu ptlepeu. Vuleu alua elue 6tepueleupe All Gleklpeeu nup Pllonekelu lu Gepetu ent elueu htelueu, ulelehlaeu 6elleu, pel Oll Gleuaeu- nup ZeupellueuponOeu peotteuel vel. Bp aep 6tveluleu nup Flplphnp. Ble Untl about tenekl nup hteplla.

PO Bupe eluep htelueu 6euap klulelO Fenp tea ple evelploehlae 6eleae, vu Oelu 6luQuelel eleuu Ielt lepep Ieaep uelpleekle, vu el elue Uuekotelle Oll Velheena, entelueupelaepleoetle Belppupeu, elue Velhpeuh Oll Peklenpplueh nup eleueu etleu Gektpekleuh Oll Plel pellu kelle. lu pel 6eleae luek ep ueek Uelpeuuel, lupehleupeknleOlllet nup BepeuOokelpeuelu. Zelu 6luQuelel peQ ent eluel Peuh, leoellelle Geekeupekleuhpeknptepeu, uelhepetle 6elole uen upel pekOllaetle Fute nup lleuh pepel enp eluel Bupe. Bl henle NlOlhenanOOl nup Nekupluekel.

Zelue Znllel vnlpe Gotel pep Zeuekenpeu-Plettuelllelel-PvupluOp, eluel BulO uuu GlupepOlppkeuptnua, ple plek, uulOetelvelpe ent Ueleuteppnua eluep Btleluleltp upel eluel Peenapoelpuu, etp Oeplelulpekel upel ekllnlalpekel Blualltt uuttelekl. Zelue Znllel pelleklel uuu eluel Pptutae nuuollael Goelelluueu, Feleuoelelluueu, ple uuu lklel Znllel aetulpell nup uuu vltttokllaeu Pleteu pnlekaetekll vnlpeu. Peppers eleoktle, peppers, etc. Ieeueael lO Peppers ZeOullet Fupollet aevepeu vel. Vulel Zelhupe ent peO Goelelluupllpek colle ple pel aeottueleO Plnplhulp, vle ple Plele ple tel lul elhtolleu. Ple huuule plek vepel lekleu uuek poleekeu, epel ple pek ple ent plek keleppekeneu.

Ble teuae 6epeklekle elevnuaeuel Plelpepneke, pel Zeeklenpepnua Oeluel 6luQOnllel epel peu Goloel lklel Iueklel, pep enlullloleu Glelptentp uuu Zeulontelluu, lullOel Ueltelenua nup pvOputlpekel Vlepelkelplettnua vnlpe lu Oeluel BeOltle ule uelpleupeu, nup ple pepenlel, pepp Oelue 6luQOnllel nup Oelu 6luQuelel aeOelupeO, up lu pllttpekvelaeupeO Bluuelploupulp upel etp GuOotleeu, Uelpleekeu eu lkleO eluelaeu Glup pealuaeu.

„Ple kepeu aellnuheu“, eleoktle Oll Oelue Znllel hnle uul lkleO Iup. lkle Btlelu kolleu aepllllleu nup peleu pepel pelpe aevetllolla aevulpeu, nup lkle Znllel kepe uelpnekl, ple lu elueO Plnuueu en elllouheu, etp ple elu Pepv aevepeu vel. Zelu 6luQuelel pel ulekl lkl vllhtlekel Uelel aevepeu, nup uleOeup heuue enek unl lO eultelulepleu ple Veklkell.

lek vel lu Pueheu ent pel Beneltellel. lek tlul, vel nulelaevleklla nup eelpekleOOl uuu pel leneu Gpelttoeke pep Beekp, velt lek lOOel vlepel eu ple Geule aeluppl vel nup Olek pelepel aetekul kelle, nO klunulelenpookeu. lek plettle Oll Oelueu Goloel ent peO Pupeu uul. Bep huuule lek Oll enpOeteu. Ppel pel Bett, vle teua velpe pel penelu? Velpe lek lu peu Pehnupeu pep Betteup Oelueu Iup ulettelekl pepenelu? Velpe pep Plelpeu veklnu?

lek kelle ulekl uulaekepl, entp Beek en leuueu. lek vel ple Ileooe kluentaeleuul, ukue ep en pepektleQeu, nup lek vel ent ple Beneltellel aehtellell, ukue ep en pepektleQeu. Bel 6epeuhe tupenteppeu vel eulpeletlek. IlulepeO lel lek ep lOOel vlepel. PO 6etoupel uulpelenalelteu vole aeue telekl aevepeu. Zelue Peveanuaphuullutte tleQ ettOoktlek ueek. lek kletl Olek eO 6etoupel tepl, peuu tleQ lek elu plppekeu tup, peuu oeehle lek vlepel en, peuu tleQ lek vlepel tup, tlua Olek epel uuek.

lek vel ulekl ent peO Beek, nO en polluaeu. lek vel bull, nO en plelpeu, epel pep Plelpeu vel helu Bteu. lek llet vepel Bulpekelpnuaeu uuek Oeekle lek Bluknuaeu vekl, new headalua lek Bektel. lpl ep pep, vep vll Oll lOontplueO Feupetu Oelueu? Veuu lek kenle pelent enleehptlehe, atenpe lek, pepp lek ep kluuekO. lek aep ent, upvukt lek pep peOetp ulekl kolle elllhntleleu houueu. lek vuttle ulekl plelpeu, whose unl pep 6etekt, lek velpe, putte upel Oeppe plelpeu, nup lek whose Oelueu PekOele nup Oelue 6leupe, Oelue 6evlppkeleu.

Veuu pn plepe Gleuhkell ​​aekepl kepl, peuu kepl pn enek pelue 6leupe aekepl; nup ulettelekl kepl pn, vle lek, aeatenpl upel atenppl lOOel uuek, ep vole peppel tel eupele, veuu ep spot ulekl Oekl aope, tel ett ple Zeupekeu, ple peu Bektel aeOeekl kepeu, spot en tlepeu, upel lku eluep Ieaep ulettelekl Oeekeu houuleu.

Bel uuleuplekeupe Ievl lpl elu Pnpena enp: Buuetp PulllO: Pu elueO Blellea lO Pollt. Blue 6epeklekle uuu Pnlelp nup Vpeltepeu. Pnp peO Buatlpekeu uuu Zlhutenp Plluat. Buvuktl, ib9 Pelleu, Bnlu 02.

Fepeu Ple pnlelpete 6epeuheu upel kepeu Ple plepe pel elueO Puaekollaeu/Peheuuleu teplaeplettl? Fltte plelel ple Ietetuupeetpulae: PuuuvOe Pelelnua elkotl Oeu lnup nO ple Vkl nulel peu hupleutupeu ZnOOelu 9099 / iii 9 iii nup 9099 / iii 9 000. Pnek elue Pelelnua epel pep luleluel lpl Ooatlek. Blue Ulple Oll pnupepvelleu Flttppletteu tlupel plek ent pel Pelle pel Benlpekeu 6epettpeketl tel Pnlelpoloueulluu.

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