Homer Simpson said, alcohol is the solution and the cause of all the problems. So it was with me. Of 14, I drank to control alcohol as regularly as their peers your pimples. Seen from outside, there seemed to be no reason why a young person zurichtet. I grew up in a well-off family. Who knew but my parents, not wondered. They were burdened with Addiction and mental problems.
After the recruit school, I was definitely an alcoholic. With 20, I started a job as a clerk at ABB, where I met Marc. Everything before that was a kindergarten party compared to the world that I entered. He just came in from heroin withdrawal. Tried to get back on their feet. Meanwhile, I experimented with all Sorts of LSD, cocaine, MDMA, which just rested. I was 21 when my father took his own life. Again, the drugs rails has a solution. To 24, I lived quite well with the addictions. I worked in the daytime and consumed at night. Alcohol, Nicotine, Drugs. The whole range of.
Just as I thought, Heroin in my menu plan, died in the Marc of a drug Overdose. This experience slowed me so that I introduced me self. After three and a half months, I switched to the clinic hazel in Gontenschwil. There you will made ready, it was said. Exactly what I needed. I saw many strong men crying break. 40 weeks I was there, 40 weeks of abstinence. Then I found a job as a KV-employees at a Bank, took off 45 pounds, and began with sports.
I started the day with alcohol, consumed cocaine during lunch breaks and celebrated the nights.
That went well until 28. Since my girlfriend moved out, and I began to drink again. The therapies had a superficial cast, the blind spots but remained. I started the day with alcohol, consumed cocaine during lunch breaks and celebrated the nights. In 2005, I quit my job though I was promoted. When my friend separated finally from me, I collapsed. Two years, I funded the alcohol and cocaine with the 200-franc daily allowance, and the transferred me to the insurance on a monthly basis. As I had no more money, I cooking wine.
From then on I was me by a withdrawal to the next, sat in custody, lived in clinics, WGs, forests and consumed. In a residential home for Ex-prisoners I met had 600 break-ins. The Knowledge and the break-ins, which I made then, allowed me a year to be financially-free to Consume. I went into offices and served me on Laptops and other devices.
justice helped me in the end more out of the mud as all the social institutions.
at some point I was of this life tired. One Night I delivered myself to the police officers, who were in the vicinity of my every rip-off ... guard. Seven months I spent in jail: 23 hours in the single cell, one hour of "spout" on the farm. Then three months in a rehab clinic. I realized then that the judiciary helped me in the end more out of the mud as all the social institutions. Through my attorney, and the judge's decision, according to my sentence, I was required to take back responsibility for my life to pay off my debt.
This worked for me better than all reintegration programmes. Again I ended up in the hazel, the seemed to me this time like a holiday camp. I visited - and PC-courses, and participated in sports. After that, I finally found a therapist who didn't was scratching around just in my sad past, but to me valuable tools with which I could my Addiction to control. In 2011, I moved into a cooperative apartment, worked on the Secretariat of the Advisory offices, then to the Canton in the area of Administration and IT, and founded the YouTube channel is looking for freedom. Since then, I'm clean, and my life is back on track.
Created: 16.03.2019, 18:42 PM